2. My Callisto Momentz: March 2014

Sunday, 30 March 2014

Karma Slaps Hard Baby!!

Hello Ladies!!
  I dunno why I am feeling so content today while I am writing this post, If y'all are regular on my post then you must remember I talked about a Bitch. How the fight took place and she went on and on by throwing nails at me, and I couldn't do much but saying bad things to her as well, though twas not as much the level she was downgrading herself.. You see, that's not my forte.
 She went on saying bad things about me and anything regarded myself. She started bitching from my upbringing to my personal relationship!! She cursed my parents, raised questions on my character and at last never spared my fiancée as well. I remember her bitter words which went down inside my heart and it never cease to hurt me every time I see her Ex (who is supposedly my best friend)... I would never taken her shits if I would never believed in Karma . Yes I strongly believe in the power of God Almighty , I believe in His justice.. when He talks everything become dumb! He has his own incredible way to punish the sinners and He never offended me in my prayers. I tell you the day the fight took place, I went back home and prayed to God , I said "God, I pray for the person who hurt me, so that she gets the ability to know the good and the bad, to control on the evil side of her mind and heart, If I did wrong to her never hesitate to punish me and if she did wrong to me, show it to her in your own way"

   I remember how she accused me to be in a useless relationship and called him pathetic where she has no rights to do so. But I never utter a word against her relationship with different people , who keeps changing their place from her heart to her bed... (God forgive me to say so). They say in God's home, there is delay but no denial. She has already faced her Karma and I tell you it has given her on the right time at the right place. She had a break off recently, (what? did I just say what I heard??) yes... this is true. A bitter truth of her life.. and much to my surprise this very news was given to me by my bestie !! I doubt now she must be realizing once she had got the taste of her own medicine... playing with my besties' life, breaking his heart and using him time and again.. she must be having a flashback in her memory lane, when she betray my BFF, when he pleaded for his love and she tramped all his dream by her feet. I swear she is one heartless lady I have ever came across with!!


  I was wondering how come MWB knew about her stitched up love story. There was no reason left for me to acknowledge her sheer selfishness and unfaithfulness when my bestie told me that SHE called him up and told him, may be definitely now she needs a shoulder to cry on. hmmmm now what happened to your dignity lady..? All the time when you refused to talk to MWB ever in your life? Has it been sold in the frustration market or what?? Did you say all that from your butt?? Whateverr!
  By the way I am not surprised or shocked when I heard about her break off cuz I know she is very much used to it, she probably has 5-6 break offs in a year. So its obvious. How can she manage keeping every guy in her man's frame... I do not wanna speak evil but sometime people, these kind of people needs to show them a mirror. I heard she told MWB not to discuss this with me. hahahaah! May be she knew I'd be the one who would laugh last and louder! and yes I did it... HAA HAA HAA!!!

   She had a break off, on top of that she showed the heights of her atrociousness when she shamefacedly called MWB expecting that he would give her the lap that invertebrate needed that time to shove her filthy face in and cry. She definitely knows which side of her bread is buttered (such an example of shamelessness) and I know my bestie.. after all whatever she did to him, he was ready to be there for her, and guys this is not the first time she has done things like this, she has used my innocent-madly-in-love-with-her bestie time and again as I have said already. I do not have any complain against him , I know he loves her, and I appreciate him for that. But in the same time I am trying to make him aware of her wickedness she did in past and I wanna keep him safe this time. I hope her butter would not melt in his mouth.Guess he himself knows it and be alert for God sake.
 I just thank God and appreciate Karma to have this phase in my life, all the tears I shed when she insulted my fiancée, all the pain my bestie have gone through, all the bad words she cast on me, all the cursing she had thrown on MBH is redeemed finally. Repent for all the hassles you created in MWB's life, realize when you considered his love conditional, you betrayed him when he loved you with no string attached, apologize (which is very hard for you kind of egoist person) for the time you abused and disrespect his mom and dad who were supposedly your MOM and DAD too. Shea!! so many mistakes and so much of cheapness, I doubt you face yourself in a mirror, do you?? yes , most probably you can because Shamelessness is YOU! I am afraid I am changing myself into one of you by saying so many things. *period*

    anyway its never too late, So I just hope things have taught her some good lesson and Inshallah she henceforth tries to become a good soul (my gut feeling says she is up to something nevertheless) once a bitch is always a bitch yaar!! whateverr...

P.S. MWB: This time I am not there with you standing beside if this girl makes some stupid silly mistakes again. Its totally your call to be there for her, I am not gonna repay this by staking my self respect and  plead to her for your happiness... the happiness which she can never grant you with... its again her nature... Wish for your best upcoming days and no more heartbreaks!!

Tuesday, 25 March 2014



Tik-Tok-Tik-Tok, Its 4 o'clock
My eyes wide open, My mind is blocked
It takes so much, to think so deep
Is that a reason, I ain't no sleep
Is it insomnia?? no it can't be
Its something in my head, buzzing like a bee!
Wanna take it out of my thoughts & mind
It seems no going anywhere, until I whine
So sealed my lips & closed my heart
I have to do so to move it apart
I take it off me & I never gonna be
The one who says I'm there if you need me
There are few thing now I will demand
I owe your love, your care and not only your commands
Its either I don't understand or he just ignore
But its true that I have never expected more
It is my bad habit looking blindly up to you
To think what I see is false & what you say is true
Its ain't going to be the same,the way you want it to be
Its ain't gonna be about you, it will now include m
I will stand right here the place I belong
Hoping you make things right what have gone wrong
I will make it difficult by lurking around
You'll find me by yourself if your love is profound
Now show me your limits & show me your bounds
Go against your call of duty in another way around
You will see me someday when your love comes true fellow
But I promise with my broken heart to you, I'd never say Hello !


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Thursday, 20 March 2014

Chor Saley!!!

E for ego, A for arrogance, R for rascals, T for treachery and H for haramis (bastards)
If they would not be there, the place would not be called "EARTH" !
            Its a shame for us that we find a friend in them, we try to get along with these kind of hypocrites. Its our foolishness to not to understand the real face behind their sweet and sober face mask! I right now am in that stage where I will think twice thrice hundred times to believe anyone. I have never ever experienced such a disgusting and a pathetic incident before. after which a deep-seated animosity has come between me and the people around me.
We are the most beautiful creation of God, when he created us he gave us every part of his body.. He created his image in us. But what did we give him in return. We used everything given by him to us in all sorts of bad work (not all though, but everyone of us in small to big crime) Human being can do wonders. So many inventions are the great examples. even chori (burglary). I am so very extremely angry that I wanna cut this sort and come to the point ir else I would never be able to tell y'all what had happened actually.
   There was an event held on 18th of March 2014 on Holi festival. somehow I am bounded not to reveal the place and the name of the event becuz it was held by a very dearest friend of mine. As I said that it was one of my friend's event so I was more like a crew member there than being just a guest. I work i such place where holidays and weekend don't mean anything, I work on weekends and slog my ass on holidays when all the other people enjoy at parties, beaches, resorts and other places. So this friend of mine requested me to be with him on the event day and work with on the pre event day as well.
I in my crew member avatar, nice no?

He is my bestie, I would do anything for my friends. So I had already thought if I don't get off on the required day, I would bunk. But Praise to God , luckily our store was closed on the per-event day and was suppose to open late on 17th of march (which is the Holi day itself) So I happily packed my bag and set off to the venue. i was so happy to get a chance to help my friend. My intention as so right, so pure. I went there and worked hard , ran to and fro in the scorching heat, break few religious rules as well. According to the lent season, being a christian, I should not play with colors, at least if its not so important and urgent. but I did it (God forgive me for that). So there more same kind of work, first time I came to know that the various events we always go, dance, drink, eat and enjoy, takes a lot of hard work behind the pleasure and fun we get.
   Anyways I dunno why I am talking about this where I want to say something else, Why i am just moving out from the topic of this post, may be I have gone mad, becuz I have lost my money and it was a good amount (sorry for not sharing how much it was).
   I had carried money for if any urgency occurs, it was in my bag and I no way doubtful that it ws not safe there.  The event was going on perfectly, everyone was busy at their given work, I was too given my 100% of my effort in this event. The day wore on and the event came to an end. Every guest started leaving for their house slowly slowly. I too left before all the crew member cuz I had to report to my work (remember I told I needed to report at 4 in the evening), They were enjoying so much that my heart was jus cursing me to pack my bag like that and leave the=at event, but I had no choice. I went to my bestie, hugged him and wished all the crew member goodbye. I don't know now when we are going to meet again.
    I took my besties car and headed towards my work place. Luckily I was able to reach on time. I was so happy thinking about the day passed with so much of hard work and we had given our sweat , blood and tears to make this event successful. I was so happy thinking that my intention paid me well. I did something for a good cause though all my colleagues were sleeping in their homes.
  But all my happiness just got covered by the black patchy clouds of sadness when I opened my bag and found my LV wallet lying opened and empty. what the efffff!!! why the hell my wallet is opened and empty, who the fuck has done that horrible and so shameful act??? I ws so clueless... at the same time I felt like I suddenly turned into a beggar who doesn't have anything with him. No money means no food, no drink, no wished=s and no enjoyment, there wont be any rest and peace in my life.. Its still 12-24 days to go to get my salary, how will I adjust, I thought about all these by the time I have never thought of the person who has done it. I was among my friends right? I felt like someone has bluffed me. I felt like I have experience the feeling same like what Jesus felt when he discovered that there is a traitor who was living among his disciples.I felt really bad. I called up baby and told him everything, He heard me crying over the phone, he was hone in other half and hour, he consoled me, he tried calm me down by saying that I should not be bothered since he is there for me, I know I wont have to be thinking anything when he is there, but  my money is my own money yaar! and the most important and hurting thing is i will get money again but the trust which i have lost, it wont restrain back. I am no more careful among friends than being in the company of strangers. I kept cursing the friend-cum-thief and was swearing like a truck driver. At last I realized I wont get anything by crying like that. I realized that things which are gone , are gone forever, its better to think that it e=was never mine rather than crying for it. I suppose I have done so many mistake in y=the past, may be it was a redemption fir these sins I have committed. My hard earn money does someone's good. I pray to God!